A quiet day in my sewing studio. A bit of hand hemming, trying out thread combinations for a project that is peculating in my mind. Mostly, allowing family memories to flit in and out. I have spent a fair amount of time on the phone and also emails visiting with family members who have questions about my sister’s passing. Mostly I hear, “How could this happen?”
I have no clear answers, I do know that with Elvera just finishing up six weeks of radiation, the radiation continues to work withing a patient’s system for the duration of three months in the future. The heart valve perforation may be repaired, but no surgery when the radiation is active and thriving.
The answer for myself is in the knowing that the good Lord has his plan and man will not derail it. I know that I feel quiet within my insides and that is a good thing.